Sunday, November 1, 2009

Stress....Pressure...Breathless.....

Recently...i busy for the moral assignment...and the bm assignment...and my private piano class....
Friday....
i having private class for 2 hour more .....
I found that i cant even concentrate on what teacher teaching....
My brain keep thinking other kinds of thing.....
and i feel so uselss that i cant do what teacher expect me to do....
then my tears....
fall down...haha....so funny hor????ya lol....
i also dunno why...
jz feel so useless and wanted to cry out.....
feel that i not suit on playing piano or study music....juz so emberrassing about it....
i feel so....nonsence....of me studying music....

SO STRESS...STRESS TILL i unable to done anything well in a stable mood....
everyone moody...or emo juz know to express to me...fine....
but when i wanted to express....
some other things happen...i force to pretend nothing happen before....
pretend to be calm...and fixed those problem...after fixing....
i feel so tired..find sasa or thong thong to talk about it...den asleep....

Recently i'm thinking the same problem....same question...
What is the definition of family???
What is the trust between a family???
What can it be if one of the family member pass away....???
What can it be if one of the family member got accident????
What is the others feeling or reaction????

What is the reaction when your beloved know that you got accident??
What is the feelings when ur beloved tell u....we are not suit to be together???
What is the reaction when your beloved got accident or what????
What ....
WhAT....
WHAT..........

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