END OF 2009~

This blog i should post it by 31th dec 2009....But because of some technical problem so i has to post it by today....This are the memory of 2009.....Unforgeatble Memory..Precious....^^...

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===This is TROPICANA MALL DAY= =....Kinda boring at there...haha....

=MUACKZ^^~~=
=TEDDY...CHRISTMAS PRESENT^^=
=KINDA BORING..SITTING AT Tropicana Mall Chair=
=Wow...my hair so red^^=

=Teddy Teddy Kiss Kiss....=
=Emo~~=
=ELLO=

=Sitting at there...nothing to do...just take a picture...haha=
=Discussing where to go...(Left)Vincent,Jason,Jacynth and Christy=
=Yay...me again...haha....=
=wow....a couple(Jason&Jacynth) behind dunno doing what....haha...=
=hehe...got my hair shadow on my face...^^=

This day is 26th of Dec 2009...

Christy having a part time job at Tropicana Mall...so we all plan to go there and kacau her..haha

Firstly we reach there...we kinda disappointed because we unable to found her at all..so damn disappointed nia....

But at last we did found her at the center of the mall...because she just back from lunch...wohooo....haha....

After that we(vincent,crystal,jason,jacynth,andy and me)go to eat SUSHI....OMG....damn fucking...not nice la the stupid sashimi....TT.....ZANMAI AND HANAZEN SUSHI THE BEST....^^After this...we all....go for some walk...at the TROPICANA MALL...

At night.....we all go to PM...for dinner...hoho....damn funny....besides this..min mummy saw smth freaky....it really freak me out...anyway....mayb it just pass by...~.~!!!..haha....

In the morning of 27th Dec 2009....

i wake up and fetch my so called sister (Christy) go to work...haha....

Before fetching her to work....we go have breakfast at RM2....haha....everything just RM 2 lo...so SYOK nia~~~haha.....

28th Dec. 2009....

Everyone.....dont want to be char siu.....so everyone stay at home...hoho....

The most memorable in my 2009 is.....25th Dec. 2009....

Because this is the day got 2 things happen.....and is happy...i think...

1st is....

Welcome back to M'sia....^^.....MuackzzzzZzzz^^....

2ND....IS....MUMMY'S B'DAY.....

=Daddy And Mummy eating the APPERTIZER cook by MEEEE=
=My niece....LAMM LAMM=
=mummy got 2 BIG PRESENT^^=

=Mummy, Lamm Lamm and Daddy=

=Daddy also got 2 BIG PRESENT....lamm lamm try to get it@@=

=Eldest Brother...with Present..is a CHOCO BAR=

=My Elder Brother's Wife....present is some CHOCO AND SWEETS=

=My 2nd Brother and his GF....present are....@@=
=Elder sister...withe present...is a...EYE COVER^^=
=Elder sister's BF...with present..IS..Biscuit...=

=A small special gift to mummy's b'day from Siblings=

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~FAMILY~

=My Present^^=

Never Knew I NEEDED

I just finish watching this movie with my so called FAMILY...

This movie...kinda funny...random....cute....and...touching...(but i no cry--....dunno why)

I love the soundtracks of this cartoon....

Especially...the songs at the end of the cartoon....

it is a song by NE-YO...name as....I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED...

THE LYRICS of this song kinda touching and the melody line of this music so.....so...amazing...

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
http://www.elyricsworld.com/never_knew_i_needed_lyrics_ne-yo.html
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

Genting Trip Picture^^

=waiting someone to fetch me^^=
=hey hey hey...long time no take LRT lo....so excited^^=

These... pictures is a part of my Genting Trip with my So Called FAMILY...^^

PRECIOUS MEMORY^^....HOHO...

Although there are some problem occur during this trip..but at least is kinda a successful trip plan....

=Grandpa and Grandma playing Kitty and the Owner=
=The sweet and random couple=

=Wow...this is the most sweetest couple=

=Me...my name..i call myself^^=

=me and us those bus ticket=

=The view....of genting=

=Me and Sook Shin=
=Me and a leng lui@@=

=WE ARE SO...SHORT....TT=
=HEHE...I LOVE YOU...muackz^^=

NEARLY FORGET A PERSON??NAH...COZ THIS THE SPECIAL ONE...COZ THIS IS A COUPLE TRIP...SO..ME AND SHE STILL SINGLE...SO...WE MUST ACT....LESBIAN^^...

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===me and min min^^===

HOHO....MY SHOPPING DAY

=ME AND LAMM LAMM (my niece)

This ARE my ....TROPHY...HOHO.....

Friendship^^

So many things happen between me n you....but nowadays...we still friends like b4...so nice and sharing each moment of happiness with each others....

As you told me...friendship sure having problems....i agree with that...but if a friendship because a problem then no more friendship at all it is so...unfortunately and unhappy....

But i feel so lucky to have you as my best friend in my uni. life....coz our the friendship between use dont even decrease but is increase because of problem....

Since he day i knew you or met you at UCSI...I considered you as my best friend....forever....

I'm so glad that you can forget about the past or put the past aside....

This also mean...our friendship not brake by those nonsence easily...not anymore...

If the god ask me to choose to lose a lover and friends....i will choose .... Lose the lover....

(But if not force to choose one of them..i sure wont give up any of them^^)

Friends for me...is kinda important in my life....

Friends is full of happiness...and trust....

Best friends wont betrayed you......

Best friends wont broke the friendship so easily just like you and me...

I will be very appreciate that we still can like before....BEST FRIENDS...

Sharing the happiness or sadness...

Comforting each others...

Giving support to each others......

Chilling with each others......

Trusting each others......

Playing with each others.......

Making jokes about each others....

And.....a lot of thingy done together^^...

Girl....thank you that you being so kind....and so nice ...i wish that our friendship can be

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER^^....i cant wait till tomolo...the 1st time i can go this place and enjoying with you^^...hehe...TAKE CARE YA...

TRY TO UNDERSTAND GIRL THINKING....IF YOU ARE ENGLISH EDU. FIND SOMEONE TRANSLATE TO YOU...IF YOU WANT TO...

你可知道 要女人清晨醒來淩亂的面對一個愛的人是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道 當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛

你可知道 女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道 女人把每一次的愛情當作是初戀也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道 女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道 當女人頂著哭花的臉走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時她的心已經快要死了

你可知道 她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌 希望你更重視她

你可知道 假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火 不會希望你去哄她 更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道 當你離開她留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼 而這一切都只是因為她愛你 而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情於是，
你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，
你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。
兩個深愛的人在一起，就要互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人她們為你付出過，
不求回報卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心
更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人就意味著失去了整個世界...


女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。
這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，
這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，
所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！

女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。
應該每個女孩都會身同感受吧..女孩們的付出..到底有多少男孩能看得到?
他們又願意花多少時間去理解?

T.T

Now is midnight 0113am...

i writing my last blog about ..'you'...

Sorry for a long time i being so irritating around you....

being so disturbing....like... MS...LITTLE BOSSY...

Thanks for giving me so many memories....

Happiness, unhappiness...romantic...funny...all...i wont forget in my life...

You are such a good guy....but i not the one you want...i think...

You are so a nice entertainer....but i might not the audience which can watch you for 24 hours...

You are so caring...but i might not the one who should get your care....

You are so smart of knowing people thinking....but i might not the one who able to read your mind....

For you...guy should keep emotional inside not like girls..everything show out...just like a fool...

But...i think you are wrong in this thinking...Guys and girls same is a human...human got feelings got emotion....if you feel to express or wanted to express just express it out...why should care about FACES....although FACES is important for guys...but...not infront of your beloved one...i think....coz if you still care about it...so much..you will LOST a lot of things....maybe foe you guys my thinking is so stupid...random ...like a fool....but....i think it GUYS AND GIRLS SAME IS HUMAN....HUMAN GOT FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS...those who will criticize or laugh at you that you express everything out like a girl...is because they jealous you care by someone you love the most....or someone love you the most...Normally this kind of people scared to be alone...scared to knowing or facing the fact or truth...because of stubborn and FACES you LOST everything might be precious in your entire life....

You told me you care about me...but sometimes you not showing them...haha...

Before i also a kind of person same like you....actually...this is an excuses ....because what...FACES....STUBBORN....

but now i realize...nothing is important then you can create the day with your beloved in every moment....

Why i keep telling you dunno...nothing...

It is because...i easy to change my idea...change my own thinking....

I wanted to get rid of you sometimes...coz i really tak boleh tahan you....

But sometimes i feel to hold u tight just like how you hold me....so...WARM....AND SWEET^^....

today this moment i decide to leave you but if you care about me more then i will change my decision again....then later on come back...gone..back...gone....

As i said before..you will hurt me once and help me bandage it using your heart...

You ask me tell you anything i wish to get from you...

I can told you...if i do so...you sure dont like....

If i do so....you sure unable to achieve it....

Today the weather kinda cold but not raining outside...listening to christmas songs should be happy....

But my eyes keep raining....so random....

(It is a story based on true story....Dont ask me who is the actor....^^.....secret ya....)

Night....sweet dreams.....

Waiting For Christmas~~~

Now is midnight 0031....

outside rainning not too heavily but not too small....

is just so cold....but warm inside my blanket...

' I DREAMING OF THE WHITE CHRISTMAS'~~~

Suddenly i wish that the rain outside can turn into...snow...

snow....that can warm my heart....

Snow...that i can dance in the middle of the 'WHITE FIELD'...

Snow....that i can sing along during the snow falling down the sky.....

Snow...that i can make a snow man as my ideal BF....haha...

Snow...that i can play snow fighting...

Snow...that i can skating from the end of the mountain to another end of the mountain...

Snow...that i can taste the real iceberg....

Snow....that i can....

have a nice memory...with my beloved....holding hands...and walk slowly...

On the white field...

Warming each other...

Caring each other...

Playing with the snow....together...

and laughing...

and see the SUNSET of WINTER....~~~

(try to close your eyes..and use ur imagination....is so...BEAUTIFUL...and Warm...^^)

Not deserve to....

You always told me the same thing...not you not deserve to have me...is i'm the one who not deserve to have you...

What mean not deserve to...to you???

For me there are nothing about NOT DESERVE TO....is about

Are you dare to face the fact face or the truth....

Are you dare to face the problem....

Are you dare to solve the problem...

Are you prepare to do the decision....

Are you really think that you not prepare....

Are you really try to used this reason to go over the problem....

Are you really ........

i dont know wat to say....

you ask me to ignore it...fine...i IGNORE IT,FOREVER....FOREVER....

If this is what you wish for....i will do this favour to you....

Sorry for my disturbing....

Sorry for my childishness...

Sorry for my stupidness...

Sorry for my ....everything...sorry.....

What is explaination ...what are you trying to avoid...what are you trying to solve....what are you not trying to know the answer...think by urself...not need to ans me anymore...i dont wish to know anymore....DONE...!!!Nothing much....!!!

NIGHT...SWEET DREAMS....

Sorry For No Realise At All...

Sorry For Not Realise At All....
This is a story which is about a girl and a guy....which fall in love to each other....but many things happened between them.....
Many things try to stop them to meet each other ...
One day....the guy and the girl argue with each other.....
The guy promise the girl will tell her about what he thinking...what problem he facing....
The girl promise the guy about it....
But at last the guy no do what he promise before...he keep all the thingy inside his heart....never tell anyone......
The girl very nervous and very care about him....but the guy think this is irritating or disturbing and annoying....
At last they argue coz misunderstanding.....
The end of the story is the girl very upset and feel that she very useless....to being love a person...
because....
She found that she dunno what happen to the guy at all....
She can't even lend a helping hand to him at all.....
She can't even comfort him at all.....
and cause arguement because of not understanding him.....
Dont know what he thinking...at all...
The guy is the one who suggest to tell out everything inside the heart and not to keep anything...must be honest to each other...But the guy didn't follow what he should do....
he just forget about this ....This is just a noncence for him...

The guy is right...she not even know him well...she not even care him...
Conclusion of the girl made is......She not suit him...She not the one he want.....She...not even SUIT HIM....NOT AT ALL....
Even the tears drop down is all...
meaningless...
useless....
foolishness....
stupidness....
.......................................The girl choose to left the guy silently....because she know if love a person you should let him/her to feel happy....and no stress or pressure at all....
Sorry for no realise at all.....

BROKEN STRING.....TT

Today morning..i have a nice dream....have a nice sleep...
But after a call i feel to silent up..Shut up my mouth and dunno why got kinda dissappointed feeling....and angry too.....but i know....you sure dont get it why i will think so....because for guys....this is SMALL MINDED...but for girls is another meaning....another reason....another conclusion....

Jason Marrison...Broken String

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

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Everyone in the world sure know some of the rude words....
so what kind of rude know???
There will be different category of rude words...
How many category it will be...for me...i think...there will be two main categories....
Firstly....is smooth and easy rude words...Such as below:
- Shit
-Fuck
-Diao
-JB/CB
-LJ
-ASSHOLE
-BULL SHIT
-KNS......And many of them....

Then the other kind of them will be Harsh...rude...and hard....Such as below:
-TMD
-FUCKING ASSHOLE
-FUCKER
-BASTARD
-DAMN FUCKING ASSHOLE
-LJ CB/JB KNS CH
-DAMN FUCKING SEXY BITCH....AND MORE...AND MOREEEEE OF THEM....

For sure that i'm just being too boring in the midnight...i cant list it out surely and detail..because i'm not the pro in using rude words....of course if you really wanted or you curious about the categories...you may try your best to survey throught the internet using internet explorer or mozilla or safari or....bla bla bla....i'm just gone to a mad stage now....Anyway...thats non of my business about how you going to do after my random blog....firstly is because i'm not you...secondly...is time to meet MR CHOW....haha.....^^...
nighty night....sweet dreams to everyone in the whole wide world....^^

A...KISs...

A kiss can speak out your feeling to the other person...
A kiss can make you fall in love to someone...
A kiss can prove how much you love to someone....
A kiss is a start of relationship....
A kiss is a precious memory of a relationship....
A kiss may be a unforgotten memory for a past relationship....
A kiss may be a massage from you to your precious one...
A kiss maybe is not special for you...but for someone it might be a very preciou and special unforgotten memory...
A kiss can be a start of FRENCH KISS...
A FRENCH KISS is a start of making love...==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of getting hyper....==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of telling your precious one...how much you love him/her...
and how much u need him/her....
and how precious is he/her for you....

KISS.....FRENCH KISS....Have you tried before???whats your experience of it???
Many people....being a player in LOVE....
This kind of game known as LOVE GAME....
The rules of the game is no rules at all...
you may hurt anyone you like....you may do what you wish to do with the person ....
not need to care about anyone feelings....no guilty feelings....at the end just want to get what you want...which is.....HAPPY....FUN....EXCITED....
Why some of them before not a player but then decided to hurt the others became a cold blooded creatures??
Maybe before he/she been hurt by someone he/she trully love before....
Maybe he/she just used to play for fun....
Maybe he/she like the feeling of surrounded by a lot of lover....
Maybe he/she doesn't want to control by anyone coz of having a relationship....
Maybe he/she just want the feeling of being care by someone...
Maybe he/she just want to .......
There are so many excuses for you to do wrong things....what world is this???is so unfair to those people who being ture love to the others right??
But this is world...what world mean is unfair....
There is nothing fair and can be explain in fully logical...
Some people alw telling you something....at the end of the conversation got a sentence is' this is logical'....
Maybe is really a truth a logical thingy...but imagine that if someone more powerful or a full of knowledge profesor told you that...this not a logical...there is no logical....which means...normally people dont have their own thinking own opinion just follow the 'wind'.....the wind blow to east then run to east...wind blow to west run to west ....wind stop den stop....
The main thingy i wanted to prove not a bout is there any logic in this world ...
The thingy i want to prove is....
A kiss actually is also follow the 'wind'....
Let's looked back a hundred years before us....
In classical era....they called guys as gentleman...call girls as lady...
They cannot have any love actions or kissing in front of public....
But...when coming to Late romantic era....which means nearly to 20th century....
the traditional thinking of mostly people mind became open minded....they think that kissing in front of public not a big deal but simply kissing is a big deal...
Until now....many of us treat a KISS....NOT A BIG DEAL ANYMORE...
Coz is just A KISS.... NOT MAKING LOVE...DUDE.....
Even some of them....having sex for losing weight....
or having sex for curious or for fun....
So this means...if a person suggest a thingy and it supported by another person..the others will slowly slowly...follow....the foot steps....

Whats a kiss mean to me???
Actually.....a kiss for me really not a big deal....in western country....they kiss each other check as a hello or a goodbye kiss....Sometimes they also kiss mouth to mouth slightly....haha....shhhh><... How about french kiss?? French kiss.....i just will kiss with someone i like...i admire....i love...so what kind of person are you for me.....Find out by yourself^^.....

MMMUUUACCCCCCKKKKKKZZZZZ~~~Yeah. Babe ~~~!!! (hehe...)