Sorry For Not Realise At All....
This is a story which is about a girl and a guy....which fall in love to each other....but many things happened between them.....
Many things try to stop them to meet each other ...
One day....the guy and the girl argue with each other.....
The guy promise the girl will tell her about what he thinking...what problem he facing....
The girl promise the guy about it....
But at last the guy no do what he promise before...he keep all the thingy inside his heart....never tell anyone......
The girl very nervous and very care about him....but the guy think this is irritating or disturbing and annoying....
At last they argue coz misunderstanding.....
The end of the story is the girl very upset and feel that she very useless....to being love a person...
because....
She found that she dunno what happen to the guy at all....
She can't even lend a helping hand to him at all.....
She can't even comfort him at all.....
and cause arguement because of not understanding him.....
Dont know what he thinking...at all...
The guy is the one who suggest to tell out everything inside the heart and not to keep anything...must be honest to each other...But the guy didn't follow what he should do....
he just forget about this ....This is just a noncence for him...
The guy is right...she not even know him well...she not even care him...
Conclusion of the girl made is......She not suit him...She not the one he want.....She...not even SUIT HIM....NOT AT ALL....
Even the tears drop down is all...
meaningless...
useless....
foolishness....
stupidness....
.......................................The girl choose to left the guy silently....because she know if love a person you should let him/her to feel happy....and no stress or pressure at all....
Sorry for no realise at all.....
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
BROKEN STRING.....TT
Today morning..i have a nice dream....have a nice sleep...
But after a call i feel to silent up..Shut up my mouth and dunno why got kinda dissappointed feeling....and angry too.....but i know....you sure dont get it why i will think so....because for guys....this is SMALL MINDED...but for girls is another meaning....another reason....another conclusion....
But after a call i feel to silent up..Shut up my mouth and dunno why got kinda dissappointed feeling....and angry too.....but i know....you sure dont get it why i will think so....because for guys....this is SMALL MINDED...but for girls is another meaning....another reason....another conclusion....
Jason Marrison...Broken String
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
==
Everyone in the world sure know some of the rude words....
so what kind of rude know???
There will be different category of rude words...
How many category it will be...for me...i think...there will be two main categories....
Firstly....is smooth and easy rude words...Such as below:
- Shit
-Fuck
-Diao
-JB/CB
-LJ
-ASSHOLE
-BULL SHIT
-KNS......And many of them....
Then the other kind of them will be Harsh...rude...and hard....Such as below:
-TMD
-FUCKING ASSHOLE
-FUCKER
-BASTARD
-DAMN FUCKING ASSHOLE
-LJ CB/JB KNS CH
-DAMN FUCKING SEXY BITCH....AND MORE...AND MOREEEEE OF THEM....
For sure that i'm just being too boring in the midnight...i cant list it out surely and detail..because i'm not the pro in using rude words....of course if you really wanted or you curious about the categories...you may try your best to survey throught the internet using internet explorer or mozilla or safari or....bla bla bla....i'm just gone to a mad stage now....Anyway...thats non of my business about how you going to do after my random blog....firstly is because i'm not you...secondly...is time to meet MR CHOW....haha.....^^...
nighty night....sweet dreams to everyone in the whole wide world....^^
so what kind of rude know???
There will be different category of rude words...
How many category it will be...for me...i think...there will be two main categories....
Firstly....is smooth and easy rude words...Such as below:
- Shit
-Fuck
-Diao
-JB/CB
-LJ
-ASSHOLE
-BULL SHIT
-KNS......And many of them....
Then the other kind of them will be Harsh...rude...and hard....Such as below:
-TMD
-FUCKING ASSHOLE
-FUCKER
-BASTARD
-DAMN FUCKING ASSHOLE
-LJ CB/JB KNS CH
-DAMN FUCKING SEXY BITCH....AND MORE...AND MOREEEEE OF THEM....
For sure that i'm just being too boring in the midnight...i cant list it out surely and detail..because i'm not the pro in using rude words....of course if you really wanted or you curious about the categories...you may try your best to survey throught the internet using internet explorer or mozilla or safari or....bla bla bla....i'm just gone to a mad stage now....Anyway...thats non of my business about how you going to do after my random blog....firstly is because i'm not you...secondly...is time to meet MR CHOW....haha.....^^...
nighty night....sweet dreams to everyone in the whole wide world....^^
A...KISs...
A kiss can speak out your feeling to the other person...
A kiss can make you fall in love to someone...
A kiss can prove how much you love to someone....
A kiss is a start of relationship....
A kiss is a precious memory of a relationship....
A kiss may be a unforgotten memory for a past relationship....
A kiss may be a massage from you to your precious one...
A kiss maybe is not special for you...but for someone it might be a very preciou and special unforgotten memory...
A kiss can be a start of FRENCH KISS...
A FRENCH KISS is a start of making love...==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of getting hyper....==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of telling your precious one...how much you love him/her...
and how much u need him/her....
and how precious is he/her for you....
KISS.....FRENCH KISS....Have you tried before???whats your experience of it???
Many people....being a player in LOVE....
This kind of game known as LOVE GAME....
The rules of the game is no rules at all...
you may hurt anyone you like....you may do what you wish to do with the person ....
not need to care about anyone feelings....no guilty feelings....at the end just want to get what you want...which is.....HAPPY....FUN....EXCITED....
Why some of them before not a player but then decided to hurt the others became a cold blooded creatures??
Maybe before he/she been hurt by someone he/she trully love before....
Maybe he/she just used to play for fun....
Maybe he/she like the feeling of surrounded by a lot of lover....
Maybe he/she doesn't want to control by anyone coz of having a relationship....
Maybe he/she just want the feeling of being care by someone...
Maybe he/she just want to .......
There are so many excuses for you to do wrong things....what world is this???is so unfair to those people who being ture love to the others right??
But this is world...what world mean is unfair....
There is nothing fair and can be explain in fully logical...
Some people alw telling you something....at the end of the conversation got a sentence is' this is logical'....
Maybe is really a truth a logical thingy...but imagine that if someone more powerful or a full of knowledge profesor told you that...this not a logical...there is no logical....which means...normally people dont have their own thinking own opinion just follow the 'wind'.....the wind blow to east then run to east...wind blow to west run to west ....wind stop den stop....
The main thingy i wanted to prove not a bout is there any logic in this world ...
The thingy i want to prove is....
A kiss actually is also follow the 'wind'....
Let's looked back a hundred years before us....
In classical era....they called guys as gentleman...call girls as lady...
They cannot have any love actions or kissing in front of public....
But...when coming to Late romantic era....which means nearly to 20th century....
the traditional thinking of mostly people mind became open minded....they think that kissing in front of public not a big deal but simply kissing is a big deal...
Until now....many of us treat a KISS....NOT A BIG DEAL ANYMORE...
Coz is just A KISS.... NOT MAKING LOVE...DUDE.....
Even some of them....having sex for losing weight....
or having sex for curious or for fun....
So this means...if a person suggest a thingy and it supported by another person..the others will slowly slowly...follow....the foot steps....
Whats a kiss mean to me???
Actually.....a kiss for me really not a big deal....in western country....they kiss each other check as a hello or a goodbye kiss....Sometimes they also kiss mouth to mouth slightly....haha....shhhh><... How about french kiss?? French kiss.....i just will kiss with someone i like...i admire....i love...so what kind of person are you for me.....Find out by yourself^^.....
MMMUUUACCCCCCKKKKKKZZZZZ~~~Yeah. Babe ~~~!!! (hehe...)
A kiss can make you fall in love to someone...
A kiss can prove how much you love to someone....
A kiss is a start of relationship....
A kiss is a precious memory of a relationship....
A kiss may be a unforgotten memory for a past relationship....
A kiss may be a massage from you to your precious one...
A kiss maybe is not special for you...but for someone it might be a very preciou and special unforgotten memory...
A kiss can be a start of FRENCH KISS...
A FRENCH KISS is a start of making love...==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of getting hyper....==
A FRENCH KISS is a start of telling your precious one...how much you love him/her...
and how much u need him/her....
and how precious is he/her for you....
KISS.....FRENCH KISS....Have you tried before???whats your experience of it???
Many people....being a player in LOVE....
This kind of game known as LOVE GAME....
The rules of the game is no rules at all...
you may hurt anyone you like....you may do what you wish to do with the person ....
not need to care about anyone feelings....no guilty feelings....at the end just want to get what you want...which is.....HAPPY....FUN....EXCITED....
Why some of them before not a player but then decided to hurt the others became a cold blooded creatures??
Maybe before he/she been hurt by someone he/she trully love before....
Maybe he/she just used to play for fun....
Maybe he/she like the feeling of surrounded by a lot of lover....
Maybe he/she doesn't want to control by anyone coz of having a relationship....
Maybe he/she just want the feeling of being care by someone...
Maybe he/she just want to .......
There are so many excuses for you to do wrong things....what world is this???is so unfair to those people who being ture love to the others right??
But this is world...what world mean is unfair....
There is nothing fair and can be explain in fully logical...
Some people alw telling you something....at the end of the conversation got a sentence is' this is logical'....
Maybe is really a truth a logical thingy...but imagine that if someone more powerful or a full of knowledge profesor told you that...this not a logical...there is no logical....which means...normally people dont have their own thinking own opinion just follow the 'wind'.....the wind blow to east then run to east...wind blow to west run to west ....wind stop den stop....
The main thingy i wanted to prove not a bout is there any logic in this world ...
The thingy i want to prove is....
A kiss actually is also follow the 'wind'....
Let's looked back a hundred years before us....
In classical era....they called guys as gentleman...call girls as lady...
They cannot have any love actions or kissing in front of public....
But...when coming to Late romantic era....which means nearly to 20th century....
the traditional thinking of mostly people mind became open minded....they think that kissing in front of public not a big deal but simply kissing is a big deal...
Until now....many of us treat a KISS....NOT A BIG DEAL ANYMORE...
Coz is just A KISS.... NOT MAKING LOVE...DUDE.....
Even some of them....having sex for losing weight....
or having sex for curious or for fun....
So this means...if a person suggest a thingy and it supported by another person..the others will slowly slowly...follow....the foot steps....
Whats a kiss mean to me???
Actually.....a kiss for me really not a big deal....in western country....they kiss each other check as a hello or a goodbye kiss....Sometimes they also kiss mouth to mouth slightly....haha....shhhh><... How about french kiss?? French kiss.....i just will kiss with someone i like...i admire....i love...so what kind of person are you for me.....Find out by yourself^^.....
MMMUUUACCCCCCKKKKKKZZZZZ~~~Yeah. Babe ~~~!!! (hehe...)
Monday, November 23, 2009
^^..BAD ROMANCE
==MY BROTHER GF==
==sHH....HEHE==
==mY brother waiting his GF==
==Muackz...babe==
==Hmm??==
Haha....this is those things i done in Sat....means the day before i go watched 2012....hehe....
Dear ....dArling...Honey....haha.....
No people want bother me at all...coz....i'm single and no dear or darling or honey at all...--...haiz...
Life is short or maybe is long....but is boring or maybe excited....maybe is colorless or maybe colofullll.....haha...wo whats ur life is???
Bad Romance.....><.....Lady Gaga....
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion! baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby
I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
==sHH....HEHE==
==mY brother waiting his GF==
==Muackz...babe==
==Hmm??==
Haha....this is those things i done in Sat....means the day before i go watched 2012....hehe....
Dear ....dArling...Honey....haha.....
No people want bother me at all...coz....i'm single and no dear or darling or honey at all...--...haiz...
Life is short or maybe is long....but is boring or maybe excited....maybe is colorless or maybe colofullll.....haha...wo whats ur life is???
Bad Romance.....><.....Lady Gaga....
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion! baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby
I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Saturday, November 21, 2009
2012
2012 is a nice and funny movie...is also a touching movie....
today i watch with tow pairs of couple and a semi-pair of couple....den is me and a girl....actually she got bf....her bf not free only...haha...
For me....2012 is kinda a disturbing movie coz i will think a lot of thingy thingy....haha....
but it is a nice movie to watch....got a lot of funny side...touching side also got....haha....
After tis movie...i found that if really 2012 is the end of the world...
i think i should do something that i wont regret....
such as....even thought i will die at 2012....but at least can die with someone i love....
No one can tell you what you should do...what will happen next....
i remember what one of the sentence that told by one main character which is JACKSON
'' When the government told you not to worry nothing happen at all that means is time to worry and time to run for your life....''
Mostly people in the cinema no laugh at all in this movie...but...i'm the one who laugh the most....
But this doesn't mean i'm cruel...is just mean that the movie kinda funny..and nice...hehe....
LALALA...
today i watch with tow pairs of couple and a semi-pair of couple....den is me and a girl....actually she got bf....her bf not free only...haha...
For me....2012 is kinda a disturbing movie coz i will think a lot of thingy thingy....haha....
but it is a nice movie to watch....got a lot of funny side...touching side also got....haha....
After tis movie...i found that if really 2012 is the end of the world...
i think i should do something that i wont regret....
such as....even thought i will die at 2012....but at least can die with someone i love....
No one can tell you what you should do...what will happen next....
i remember what one of the sentence that told by one main character which is JACKSON
'' When the government told you not to worry nothing happen at all that means is time to worry and time to run for your life....''
Mostly people in the cinema no laugh at all in this movie...but...i'm the one who laugh the most....
But this doesn't mean i'm cruel...is just mean that the movie kinda funny..and nice...hehe....
LALALA...
Friday, November 20, 2009
Jealous may cause....
Jealous may cause u lost the true of yourself....
Jealous may cause u lost someone you been appreciate before....
Jealous may cause....
I damn fucking jealous you....
I jealous your talent...
I jealous why everyone just concerned about you when you are around....
I jealous why you got the chance to learn more things...
I jealous why you got so many nice fate...
I jealous why you got the thing whenever you wish to get.....
Dont tell me coz she been hardworking on it...
I been trying hard too...but never had a dream come true....
NEVER NEVER NEVER....
How come her fate can be so perfect...so nice...met so many nice people nice thing...
but why my life so sucks...damn fucking freaking sucks....
I jealous everything you got...
talent....
pretty....
Sing good....
Dance good...
relationship....
friends....
girls...
guys....
family...
property....
.....SO DAMN PERFECT...
I DAMN JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS....
I HATE SUCH FEELINGS...
I HATE PEOPLE COMPARING ME AND YOU....
I HATE YOU SHOW OFFING YOURSELF INFRONT OF ME...
I HATE TO FACE YOU...
I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU....
SOMETIMES....
BUT.....
I...DONT...WANT...because of jealous...i lost and lose a best friend.....Sorry.....
Jealous may cause u lost someone you been appreciate before....
Jealous may cause....
I damn fucking jealous you....
I jealous your talent...
I jealous why everyone just concerned about you when you are around....
I jealous why you got the chance to learn more things...
I jealous why you got so many nice fate...
I jealous why you got the thing whenever you wish to get.....
Dont tell me coz she been hardworking on it...
I been trying hard too...but never had a dream come true....
NEVER NEVER NEVER....
How come her fate can be so perfect...so nice...met so many nice people nice thing...
but why my life so sucks...damn fucking freaking sucks....
I jealous everything you got...
talent....
pretty....
Sing good....
Dance good...
relationship....
friends....
girls...
guys....
family...
property....
.....SO DAMN PERFECT...
I DAMN JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS....
I HATE SUCH FEELINGS...
I HATE PEOPLE COMPARING ME AND YOU....
I HATE YOU SHOW OFFING YOURSELF INFRONT OF ME...
I HATE TO FACE YOU...
I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU....
SOMETIMES....
BUT.....
I...DONT...WANT...because of jealous...i lost and lose a best friend.....Sorry.....
Thursday, November 19, 2009
STOP
Suddenly feel to write this title.....
feel so tiring....
Suddenly dont feel to do any decision....
feel to rest for a long period time..
If suddenly i got an accident....
fall asleep for dunno how long.....
How those ppl around me will feel and what will they do???
Even i know such thinking damn stupid....
But at least like this u can know who is caring u the most and who really need you who really miss u alot...
Now is 1:11am...
At about 12am something...
someone alr feel so tired and wanted to sleep...
but at last he/she also stay awake for a few minut to accompany me...
so nice o...haha...mayb....
I wanted to STOP thinking anything which is impossible....
STOP imagine...
STOP wishing...
STOP waiting....
Dont wait for something which is impossible...STOP STOP STOP
If you really free now...after reading this blog....please think this few question below and ans inside ur heart...cause i dont wish to know anything anymore...no anymore....is time to STOP THINKING NONCENCE....
(1)Who i am FOR YOU ??
(2)What i am FOR YOU??
(3)What you thinking about me now??
NO noncence please...thanks....
Recently i only find back a feeling which i had lost for long time...
This feeling is...you imagine someone hugging from behind...
those feeling so warm so protected...so nice....
JUST IMAGINE...IT....
Recently i heard a story from someone....which is a true story.....
It is about a girl who found the one she think is able to be love....but she found that...the one she love will going somewhere for futher studying soon....She feel so sad and moody about this problem...because she love the guy but she unable to do any decision... Maybe is because before she had a distance relationship before then something happen ...she scared about distance relationship but she dont want to give up the one she love... At last she decide to give up and dont think about it...but she found that is impossible to be done..so she force herself not to think about it and do as much work as she can to avoid thinking about it....sometimes she even choose to avoid meeting the person...The person like so clever suddenly ...and like suddenly able to read others mind.... And the girl let the person 'tam' back....and the girl decide not to give up..But recently....the girl found out...she dunno what the hell is that person thinking...and is hse just a doll for the person...is she just no one inside the person heart....we dunno...just the person know....So....the girl choose to do once more time...giving up again....do you wish she success???or not...Maybe you will think why the girl so stupid....so mean....but why dont you think... if not because of those noncence is really very irritating very disturbing and make the girl emo mostly...she found that not really happy at all...not really what she want....she found out she just a doll for the person sometimes....so....she decide to giving up...will you agree????
(3)
feel so tiring....
Suddenly dont feel to do any decision....
feel to rest for a long period time..
If suddenly i got an accident....
fall asleep for dunno how long.....
How those ppl around me will feel and what will they do???
Even i know such thinking damn stupid....
But at least like this u can know who is caring u the most and who really need you who really miss u alot...
Now is 1:11am...
At about 12am something...
someone alr feel so tired and wanted to sleep...
but at last he/she also stay awake for a few minut to accompany me...
so nice o...haha...mayb....
I wanted to STOP thinking anything which is impossible....
STOP imagine...
STOP wishing...
STOP waiting....
Dont wait for something which is impossible...STOP STOP STOP
If you really free now...after reading this blog....please think this few question below and ans inside ur heart...cause i dont wish to know anything anymore...no anymore....is time to STOP THINKING NONCENCE....
(1)Who i am FOR YOU ??
(2)What i am FOR YOU??
(3)What you thinking about me now??
NO noncence please...thanks....
Recently i only find back a feeling which i had lost for long time...
This feeling is...you imagine someone hugging from behind...
those feeling so warm so protected...so nice....
JUST IMAGINE...IT....
Recently i heard a story from someone....which is a true story.....
It is about a girl who found the one she think is able to be love....but she found that...the one she love will going somewhere for futher studying soon....She feel so sad and moody about this problem...because she love the guy but she unable to do any decision... Maybe is because before she had a distance relationship before then something happen ...she scared about distance relationship but she dont want to give up the one she love... At last she decide to give up and dont think about it...but she found that is impossible to be done..so she force herself not to think about it and do as much work as she can to avoid thinking about it....sometimes she even choose to avoid meeting the person...The person like so clever suddenly ...and like suddenly able to read others mind.... And the girl let the person 'tam' back....and the girl decide not to give up..But recently....the girl found out...she dunno what the hell is that person thinking...and is hse just a doll for the person...is she just no one inside the person heart....we dunno...just the person know....So....the girl choose to do once more time...giving up again....do you wish she success???or not...Maybe you will think why the girl so stupid....so mean....but why dont you think... if not because of those noncence is really very irritating very disturbing and make the girl emo mostly...she found that not really happy at all...not really what she want....she found out she just a doll for the person sometimes....so....she decide to giving up...will you agree????
(3)
Snow...
I love snow....because it is pretty.....because it is white in color...
I love it since i was born....I born to be fall in love to snow.....haha....
Wishing you were somehow here again....wishing you were somehow there.....~~~
You were once my one companion....
You were all that mattered...
You were once a friend and father...
Then my world was shattered....
Wishing you were somehow here again...
Wishing you were somehow near....
Sometimes it seemed...
If i just dreamed, somehow you would be here....
Wishing i could hear your voice again...
Knowing that i never would...
Dreaming of you...Wont help me to do...
All that you dreamed i could.....
Passing bells and sculpted angels...cold and monumental...
Seem for you the wrong companions...
You were warm and gentle...
Too many years fighting back tears...
Why cant the past just die....
Wishing you were somehow here again....
Knowing we must say GOODBYE.......................(no mood continue anymore)
+++++Concentrate the RED HIGHLIGHT WORDS...You might know what i try to tel you or you might not....^^+++++
I love it since i was born....I born to be fall in love to snow.....haha....
Wishing you were somehow here again....wishing you were somehow there.....~~~
You were once my one companion....
You were all that mattered...
You were once a friend and father...
Then my world was shattered....
Wishing you were somehow here again...
Wishing you were somehow near....
Sometimes it seemed...
If i just dreamed, somehow you would be here....
Wishing i could hear your voice again...
Knowing that i never would...
Dreaming of you...Wont help me to do...
All that you dreamed i could.....
Passing bells and sculpted angels...cold and monumental...
Seem for you the wrong companions...
You were warm and gentle...
Too many years fighting back tears...
Why cant the past just die....
Wishing you were somehow here again....
Knowing we must say GOODBYE.......................(no mood continue anymore)
+++++Concentrate the RED HIGHLIGHT WORDS...You might know what i try to tel you or you might not....^^+++++
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
==
==This cute monkey is from tim. ...my b'day present....==
==This is Julian's Car....==
Julian little viva got bang by a leng lui...he let the leng lui go wihout taking her IC or HP num....becoz the leng lui crying and she told him she need to fecth the guy inside her car rush to hospital....But...if the driver is me...i will get the HP NUMBER den let her go...at least after i repair my car...alr...den...can get back the payment fees from the leng lui ma....so...dunno his such action is KIND???FUNNY??OR STUPIDDDD.....mayb becoz the driver is leng lui...denlet her go leh...haha....dunno....for me...i think he damn STUPIDO......LALALA....HEHE
==This is Julian's Car....==
Julian little viva got bang by a leng lui...he let the leng lui go wihout taking her IC or HP num....becoz the leng lui crying and she told him she need to fecth the guy inside her car rush to hospital....But...if the driver is me...i will get the HP NUMBER den let her go...at least after i repair my car...alr...den...can get back the payment fees from the leng lui ma....so...dunno his such action is KIND???FUNNY??OR STUPIDDDD.....mayb becoz the driver is leng lui...denlet her go leh...haha....dunno....for me...i think he damn STUPIDO......LALALA....HEHE
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
~Peaceful day~
Another peaceful day....for me is quite peaceful...if for you not???den...i'm so sorry to heard that...too bad for you><....haha...
Friday, November 13, 2009
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