Feelings~~~

今天的生活很忙碌哦~~~早上九点半开始有training。。。很无聊很闷哦~~~哎！！！！！
昨天，我很高兴因为他sms我还蛮多的一天~~~at least beter then today....but today also quite happy....we cat at msn althought not too long not more than 5 minute.....but at least he got chat with me more words de...is quite silly to think so...but i promise i wont disturb him alr...means i wont....wait him free thattime sm me den i reply lo....althought i sometimes did call him n ask de...but i think he dontmind de gua???jz dont too worry la dear...i wont kacao u lo......wait u free only find me....haha...
quite silly to think so...i think....or mayb u will think so.....but i dont wish he think i'm a disturbing or a bigbig 负担或包袱for him~~~
Wish so~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!
I miss him mut mut...love u mut mut..muackz.....dont know how u think neh??
whatever....just wish that u wont think i'm ur big big 'rubbish bag'.....Muackz~~~

cARE From You...

Today is a happy day for me actually~~~I very happy he find me more then yesterday...at least a bit~~~But i very sad very angry will i writing this blog...I really dont know what he thinking...what he want...mayb he also will say so to me too....
I still remember when we wasn't a couple.... i feel that u are so nice...so care-full..so warm...so cute...so................
But now....since we r couple...i cant feel it anymore...
I really dont know who i m for u...i really dont know wht u think of me...i just feel that our relationship not like normal couple....at least a best frenz is much more closer den us......
I not want to block u n ur frenz...but i jz need u more caring on me like u caring ur babe car...dear tv...cute dota...and so more.......
I try to keep it..not too burst now....but i really dont know when i will burst.....mayb for u is not a big deal..ya...the most stupiest thing i think is that u love me so much.....whtever...just like sc said so: different ppl use different why to care ppl...
But seriously...i dont really feel u carrying me....at all....i dont dare to wish much now on..i juz wish at least a little more....
I feel more happy with u when we still not couple...when we still having some special feelings to each other....
suddenly..i cant feel that how importance of me to you...i still rmb i ask u this question b4...but at last u also no ans me...
i dont know how important i'm to u....
i dont know who i'm to u....
i dont know wht u thinking..jz like u will said me so...
i sacre u think that i'm annoying....i sked that u will dump me like a rubbish....
i sked that u will change ur mind
1stly i'm so confidence on u...but now...i'm not so...
same as sasa to sc...
but at least sc is more caring...i think.....mayb...
actually who i'm to u?a gf?or a person with no name at all...?i vry confuse....
is it i done smth wrong to make u do so cold to me?or what?
i want cry alr~~~can anyone tel me the ans?or prove it to me pls~~~@.@ T.T

SAT~~

Special Bracelet~~~Sasa, Ally(Me), Thong Thong

别哭了_别伤心_失败

今天的气氛很沉重。。。几乎每一位美女俊男都为了 ‘情’ 而伤心~~~
我不晓得应如何去安慰他们~~~我很担心很在意我自己的不知道~~~
今天的Sasa很Emo~~~我很想安慰她 , 很想帮他也很想。。。。。
但最后的结果是~~~失败~~~我很无奈，很讨厌自己的帮不上忙。。。
每当我不高兴，她和 Thong thong都会在我身边支持我~~~
但这一次我做不到~~~连一句安慰的话语都无法慰问她~~~
失败的我~~~娴，你很失败哦~~~！！！！！

缺氧＿我爱你

面对着你~~~我会缺氧~~~好像呼吸不到的感觉，很享受，很特别，很辛苦但也很想被你爱戴与拥抱~~~那种感觉很矛盾！！！
我很喜欢被你重视，拥抱，爱护的感觉。。。就像我是不可被外来物侵犯的宝物~~~
我很喜欢你对我细语，那种温柔，细心的感觉很温暖很安全~~~
我很喜欢你大大的手紧紧握着我的手，那种感觉很温柔，很体贴，很安全~~~
我很喜欢你用那温暖的手臂紧紧地拥抱着我，让我觉得很温暖很保护~~~
我很喜欢你悄悄地望着我，就像拥有千言万语想对我说~~~~~
我很喜欢你轻轻的吻我的脸峡，就像被你爱戴，疼爱，温柔的爱~~~~
我很喜欢你那傻傻的样子，令我笑得合不拢口~~~
我真的真的被你的温柔，体贴，爱 都给融化了~~~那种感觉很缺氧~~~既甜蜜~~~
我爱你，郑诸明！！！
那你呢？？？

大学生涯

Long time i did not write my space....Is time to change a place to write my blog.....Here is my secret blog....

I study at UCSI.....after a week i know many kinds of friends....got happy,nice,shy and others...
My memory of this week mostly are some cute little girl friend....their name are Sasa(Chi chi), Thong Thong, Kim Kim, Jia Jia, Xin Xin, Joslyn, stephanie, Shin shin, Yee yee and others....
In my class got a guy quite big age call Saeed.....and a guy quite cute call Ah liang....and my favourite...haha....a handsome shy guy call ANDREA~~~

nothing much happen just noe some physchology class friends....n some engeneering friends....which are derrick...shang chuen ...and Benneath....They all are nice and cute....haha....
Thats all for this.....haha....