STOP

Suddenly feel to write this title.....
feel so tiring....

Suddenly dont feel to do any decision....
feel to rest for a long period time..

If suddenly i got an accident....
fall asleep for dunno how long.....
How those ppl around me will feel and what will they do???
Even i know such thinking damn stupid....
But at least like this u can know who is caring u the most and who really need you who really miss u alot...

Now is 1:11am...
At about 12am something...
someone alr feel so tired and wanted to sleep...
but at last he/she also stay awake for a few minut to accompany me...
so nice o...haha...mayb....

I wanted to STOP thinking anything which is impossible....
STOP imagine...
STOP wishing...
STOP waiting....
Dont wait for something which is impossible...STOP STOP STOP

If you really free now...after reading this blog....please think this few question below and ans inside ur heart...cause i dont wish to know anything anymore...no anymore....is time to STOP THINKING NONCENCE....
(1)Who i am FOR YOU ??
(2)What i am FOR YOU??
(3)What you thinking about me now??
NO noncence please...thanks....

Recently i only find back a feeling which i had lost for long time...
This feeling is...you imagine someone hugging from behind...
those feeling so warm so protected...so nice....
JUST IMAGINE...IT....

Recently i heard a story from someone....which is a true story.....
It is about a girl who found the one she think is able to be love....but she found that...the one she love will going somewhere for futher studying soon....She feel so sad and moody about this problem...because she love the guy but she unable to do any decision... Maybe is because before she had a distance relationship before then something happen ...she scared about distance relationship but she dont want to give up the one she love... At last she decide to give up and dont think about it...but she found that is impossible to be done..so she force herself not to think about it and do as much work as she can to avoid thinking about it....sometimes she even choose to avoid meeting the person...The person like so clever suddenly ...and like suddenly able to read others mind.... And the girl let the person 'tam' back....and the girl decide not to give up..But recently....the girl found out...she dunno what the hell is that person thinking...and is hse just a doll for the person...is she just no one inside the person heart....we dunno...just the person know....So....the girl choose to do once more time...giving up again....do you wish she success???or not...Maybe you will think why the girl so stupid....so mean....but why dont you think... if not because of those noncence is really very irritating very disturbing and make the girl emo mostly...she found that not really happy at all...not really what she want....she found out she just a doll for the person sometimes....so....she decide to giving up...will you agree????

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