30th September 2009

This day is my happy and dangerous and coolest day in my life.....I'm nearly DIED MAN..COOL
this is the last day of September...

Story 1
Today morning...Joslyn call me and tell me about my World Music Result....OMGODNESS....
she scared me by telling me that i cant pass it and have to waste another $1400 for another sem to take this subject and i might be need to study another one more sem foundation.....But at last...the truth is...I PASSED IT~~~so happy and excited....

Story 2
Today is my choir MIDTERM...Before the choir midterm....i got a phone call from my frenz....they ask me if i'm able to fetch them from TASIK SELATAN LRT STATION....so....my action sure is OKI NO PROBLEM....but...the taxi driver haiz...too slow of his driving skill...we all late for the choir test and that time i rushing back to campus...my group alr singing on the stage....Actually i'm very nervous but my frenz they so worry they keep saying sorry to me ...i dont wish that everyone not happy at the moment..so i prefer to be calm infront of them....
at last i success to rush back and using my calm mood to comfort my frenz....^^...
when i reach the recital hall.....
another group was singing on the stage....they are singing Glory To God.....I'm so nervous about my problem....i go find Rachel....
And i found that Rachel is good to me....she is very kind...she din angry of me...and ask me why i'm late....but i choose to tell her...i cannot tell out who is it.....coz i know...if i tell her who they are....sure will effect their marks....frenz is used to be good not as a 挡箭牌....
At last my cough din effect me....i sing very well in the exam....thank god^^

Story 3
I'm using my happy mood sitting inside my frenz car which is Myvi....haha....den...we reach a T juction...with TRAFFIC LIGHTS....now is our turn to go....suddenly....'BON BON BIN.....BANG'
OMG.....a stupid Waja crush into the passenger site...which means,...i'm sitting at there....==
the problem is....this time i'm not feeling scare at all...i feel so 刺激==....
Luckily the Waja did brake when it crush into my frenz Myvi...if not...i will be sleeping at dunno which hospital for dunno how long....haha....
Why will happen such thing????Very easy answer....because the Waja driver is talking on the phone and he dont even take a look on the TRAFFIC LIGHT--.....
haha.....the Waja number plat is 1288....go fat choy la my frenz^^....
the guy..was born in year 1986 which means he juz....23 years old only....but he look so 27 and 28.....haha.....
here is the picture of Waja and Myvi^^

excited^^^^^^^^^^^^^!!

i'm so excited now....my birthday is coming near and near alr...wohoooooo....haha...
i'm so curious that how my frenz going to celebrate for me???
or no???nothing happen????
nvm...unless they remeber when is my birthday also can alr....
so happy and excited....but the problem is...
my birthday is on WEDNESDAY...
HAIZ....wed. i have class from 1230 till 7...haiz....so.....busy....
xam tam looooo~~~~hehe^^

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long time no write anything or even my feeling here....this month which is september 2009...
is the month i feel so stress....so unhappy....so sick ....
in this september...i have 3 big sick happen on me...
But in this september also happen a lot of thing...

Story 1....Regret...
September it the new sem in UCSI...SO...i sure will saw her....
Before we a re best frenz...we will tell each other own problem....i miss each other...
But...because of a guy...we not as close as before...i really feel sad and sorry about tat...
no one will listen at my explaination....they just will say that is my excuses....maybe is an excuses...but for me....i really jz treat u n him as a best frenz....
I really regret to know that he dont like you and i coz of scaring of hurting you i purposely dont let you know the truth....i regret i dont tel u the truth....if i tel you the truth....how will you feel???what reaction will you give me????Will our relationship become just like now???
I'm sorry tat time i not telling you the truth...and i still keep on playing with him....
Because of my playful attitude...cause such problem....regret...no use alr><....

Story 2....Sorry If I Hurt You.....
coming to the end of last sem means sem 1....actually happen smth...that i really get a shock....and i feel so sorry to her.....
She is my best frenz too....i seem her as my elder sis. more then my younger sis...coz...she not as playful as me...and she taught me a lot of things....
So...i have a thinking....she treat me good and teach me so many things...i should also tell her what i know as her reference on her study....
But i really dont know that my goodness become a sharp knife used to hurt someone i really been happy before together....
I tell you the way how to sing not coz i want show off...is i jz want to gv u a reference of how to sing...and i smile n laugh not i laughing at you....i'm juz dont want the 环境 so strict and make you feel stress and you feel i'm not pro but still want to teach you such feeling....
at last....my smile n my laughing misunderstanding you....
you think that i'm laughing at what you singing...when i know you misunderstanding i feel so sorry...
I know i'm a newbie in singing....I know i'm not a pro pianist...but i just want to spare my knowledge to you guys and you guys spare your knowledge to me...as a reference....and increase ourseleves....But at last...everything misunderstanding....and now...we not as good as before...althought outer part like nothing but i still can feel the wall between us...
Sorry if my laughing and smiling did hurt you much....gamabteh my frenz...you are my frenz forever^^....

Above is the things that i put in my heart for a long time and i feel so .....dont know how to say...
I just wish the 2 of my frenz can life happily and have a good result on their studies.....
Since i know you 2 girls....i alr mark down you girls are my frenz forever^^...
天意弄人。。。一切随缘。。。晚安，朋友。。。。

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我......

No Dream@No Love@No Life

What is the meaning no dream for you???
What is the meaning of no love for you???
What is the meaning of no life for you???
The meaning of No dream for me....is my life dont have any dream...dont have any hope or wishes...means hopeless....
The meaning of No love for me.....is my life dont have anyone use true love to love me....i cant feel any care any help or even the most easier i wish is can find a person tat i can be trusted ...
The meaning of No life for me....is my life starting to back to the same point....everyone told me...life is colourful...got alot of colors...n happy....but mine....jz black n white...
ya..ya...ya....my laighing face my laughing sound is kinda much...but all is jz outer expression....
sometimes i wonder....why i wanted to take so much hope on my dream....
Just let it go n go back to your own life go back to ur colorless life....
My dreAM my everything 19 years....no one things or any things....will really happened....
all will suddenly disappear....in last minut....why....Why....WHY~~~~~~
hahaha.....i'm tired...i dont need love...i dont need dream...i dont need....LIFE...i need REST~~~
and something miracle.....
~~~NEVER HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE~~~