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long time no write anything or even my feeling here....this month which is september 2009...
is the month i feel so stress....so unhappy....so sick ....
in this september...i have 3 big sick happen on me...
But in this september also happen a lot of thing...

Story 1....Regret...
September it the new sem in UCSI...SO...i sure will saw her....
Before we a re best frenz...we will tell each other own problem....i miss each other...
But...because of a guy...we not as close as before...i really feel sad and sorry about tat...
no one will listen at my explaination....they just will say that is my excuses....maybe is an excuses...but for me....i really jz treat u n him as a best frenz....
I really regret to know that he dont like you and i coz of scaring of hurting you i purposely dont let you know the truth....i regret i dont tel u the truth....if i tel you the truth....how will you feel???what reaction will you give me????Will our relationship become just like now???
I'm sorry tat time i not telling you the truth...and i still keep on playing with him....
Because of my playful attitude...cause such problem....regret...no use alr><....

Story 2....Sorry If I Hurt You.....
coming to the end of last sem means sem 1....actually happen smth...that i really get a shock....and i feel so sorry to her.....
She is my best frenz too....i seem her as my elder sis. more then my younger sis...coz...she not as playful as me...and she taught me a lot of things....
So...i have a thinking....she treat me good and teach me so many things...i should also tell her what i know as her reference on her study....
But i really dont know that my goodness become a sharp knife used to hurt someone i really been happy before together....
I tell you the way how to sing not coz i want show off...is i jz want to gv u a reference of how to sing...and i smile n laugh not i laughing at you....i'm juz dont want the 环境 so strict and make you feel stress and you feel i'm not pro but still want to teach you such feeling....
at last....my smile n my laughing misunderstanding you....
you think that i'm laughing at what you singing...when i know you misunderstanding i feel so sorry...
I know i'm a newbie in singing....I know i'm not a pro pianist...but i just want to spare my knowledge to you guys and you guys spare your knowledge to me...as a reference....and increase ourseleves....But at last...everything misunderstanding....and now...we not as good as before...althought outer part like nothing but i still can feel the wall between us...
Sorry if my laughing and smiling did hurt you much....gamabteh my frenz...you are my frenz forever^^....

Above is the things that i put in my heart for a long time and i feel so .....dont know how to say...
I just wish the 2 of my frenz can life happily and have a good result on their studies.....
Since i know you 2 girls....i alr mark down you girls are my frenz forever^^...
天意弄人。。。一切随缘。。。晚安，朋友。。。。

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我......