My life

In my life...i dont even have much female friends...

Most of them will be good infront of me...but damn freaking hate me at my back...haha...

funny hor???

Firstly i though..is because i damn like a girl which just came out from the village...

dont know how to dress up....so they think i damn out dated...dont like me...

FINE....

so my dream is to be a pretty girl when i grow up...be a girl that which not too out dated...be a girl which is not noob in everything...be a girl which can make them admire...

i started to change in form 4....i wanted to be a real girl...i wanted to be just like them..i wanted them to be admire me..and like me...and wanted to hang out with me...

All i want just have more female friends and less people dont like me...

after finish secondary school...i used up about a year to chg my style my look my attitude...my everything to make it perfectly....although not so perfect but i did change...a lot a lot....

I though i change my style..may taste to fashion..my look...my attitude to a much more cheerful girl...i will get to know more female friends they really like me...

But at last...i found that...is really...my life sucks...nothing will really come true....hahaha..= =..WTF....i try my best to change my outer and either inner....is about 360 degrees of changing...at last...haha...same....same...SAME~~~~~~~~.....